I've been looking back on some blog posts from 2011 and I'm amazed at myself. In some areas, I've really come a long way. In other areas, I see that I really didn't move or change at all. I'm kind of blah about that, not sure what I can really say other than I'M HUMAN, so sue me. Ok, no really don't sue me. I'm quite broke. ;)
I have a desire to be a much better person. I have a desire to get my priorities back in order and to get out of the sludge I've found myself in for quite some time.
SO, in order to do that, I have to pick myself up, dust myself off and just MOVE. I'm reminded of one of my old favorite songs by FFH called Lord, Move or Move Me.
I've been stuck in a rut. Our pastor even talked about that in his message today. No matter how hard you try, sometimes you're stuck and you can't get out. That's where I'm going to have to rely on the Lord to move me. It's going to be uncomfortable at times and I'm going to feel like giving up now and then, I'm sure. But, I refuse to stay in the same place.
Sometimes I think we come to a point in our lives where it's do or die. I'm there. I'm going to be a better person in 2012. A better disciple, wife, mom, daughter, friend. I'm going to be a better Stephanie to myself too, treat myself better and love on myself a little more.
I'm also going to see a huge change in our financial situation this year and I feel that so deeply. Maybe on December 31, 2012 I will share the full extent of how I know that. I made the Lord a promise today......and I'll share that here in about 365 days from now. :)
I've had a pretty rough 2 years, but 2012 is going to be different. I haven't felt that the last two years. I think I even faked it a time or two and tried to make other people believe that. This year I believe it. I'm a Star Trek Next Generation fan, so my next statement will only sound stupid if you don't watch that show.
MAKE IT SO NUMBER 1.
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